wishes

My sweet Hollie

You are my first love. I thought I knew love but the purity of loving you and wanting to give you all I could offer was over whelming. I enjoyed your sweet disposition. You were very trusting and have always loved everyone. You are a hard worker and are very resilient. My hope for you is to be happy and engaged in life. To find friendships and try new things. It could be playing a new sport or trying rock climbing. I want you to set your standards high when it comes to love. If you find a partner that will put your needs above there own and that you laugh with often then please marry them :) Be happy and take care of yourself. Invest in your appearance you are so valued and I want you to stand out. You deserve to be noticed. You have a lot to contribute, God placed you here for a purpose. I love you with all that I am. I credit you for my success in  this life. You gave me a purpose and direction in that I really wanted to be the best other for you. I know there is much I wish I had down differently. Never doubt that I love you. That you have a purpose and will bring many people joy. 

Our song: brahm's lullaby

My dearest Lauren

The very first day I held you I teared up. I was so in love with you. As a little girl you were very independent around us but would stick close when you were in a new situation. I would describe you as cautious and never worried that you would just run off. You make me laugh with your quick wit even though sometimes I shouldn't have. I love being able to hold you after school or at spontaneous moments.  My hope for  your is to be happy. Ask questions and get help when needed. You are capable of so much do not sell yourself short. Be patient to find love do not race into it. Don't seek validation from anyone other than yourself. You are beautiful and smart. Find a career that will make you happy and let you live independently. You have my heart. I can close my eyes and feel you lying in my lap having a great conversation while I play with your hair. I am so blessed to be your mother. 

Our song: over the Rainbow

My very special littlet Nathan

I am so in love with you. It was different than with your sisters in that dad and I had been together so long and I had time to develop a deep love for your dad when you were born. Then you came and you look so much like him. Your personality is similar to your dad and sissy lauren. You make me laugh with your Hubba hubba eye brow lift that is impeccably timed. You are so sweet and always picky flowers for me at the park. I am so invested in loving you and wanting you to be the very best version of who you will become. You have been such a blessing and I am so great full to be your mother. My hope is for you to be happy, be a great partner to someone as special as you are, and to love what ever you choose as a career.

Our song : Baby mine

overview fall and Winter 2014

Friday night lights
Hollie finances
Lauren's job
San Diego
Santa party
hollies 21 bday
Beauty and the beast

Our First (and last) puppy :)

We adopted from a shelter in Yakima our first puppy. There was a lot of thought put into this decision but even with that we could have been more prepared. Lauren named Lola on first sight. We bounced between Ruby and Lola but decided on Lola. First night was so difficult with the crying and I was up every hour. The second night I emailed Aimie and informed her I was driving back to Yakima on Sunday if this does not go better. I spent that night reading a puppy book and it did get better. I will say there is a reason that breeders do not recommend puppies to families with children under 5 years of age. I told myself that is for people with hyper children and Nathan was such a calm child but he still runs in the house -which he did not do before. I can not get him to stop running or to not put his hands up in the air. Next time I would listen and wait. Lola is about 16 weeks old 24 lbs and is a chewer. She is a good listener, potty trained quickly, good eater, likes walks but will not pee or poop outside our back yard. Thom and kids are so happy. Lola only has a problem with car rides.

Nate's Preschool 2014-2015

Nathans First preschool -All Saints in Fife Wa

In August the school hosts a picnic with bouncy house, BBQ, and face painting. Nate had a great time playing soccer and jumping in the bouncy house. 

Nate in front of school 3 years old 

Nate hook in the hallway outside of classroom. He did great until I had to leave then cried :( proceeded to cry for 3 weeks. I stayed strong until the last week then I was tearful leaving him. I did not think he would be upset for 3 weeks. It was Mid October when his teacher Mrs. Korth said he was finally warming up and his little personality was coming out.  

Mrs. Korth says Nate is well liked and very happy at school. He is kind and shares. Gets along well with others and is respectful in circle time. Just this morning he was fighting me on getting dressed and states that he just wants to stay home with mom. He can write his first name and is working on his last name. He can spell my name, his name and dads name. 

They had a harvest festival and he helped at the preschool booth for an hour while other children were running around. He handed each child 3 rings for a ring toss game. He cheered for the children playing and said good job and then picked up the rings quickly for the next child. Nathan is a very special boy. 

Summer:

We had a great summer!

Disneyland ended with Dad flying back a day earlier than planned :( We stayed and played with Auntie Aimie and family. Lauren conquered her fear and went on the screamer with her sister Hollie! Nate we were able to put tissue in his socks to give him that last 1/4 inch and went on the Cars ride. It was a full day and by the end I got heat exhaustion and we called it a day by 6pm. 

Nathan still talks about Disneyland.

We also went with the extended family to Leavenworth Wa. Aunt Melissa and I took all the older children horseback riding- uneventful :) Nathan loved the large helicopters that would dip in the river behind the house Nana rented and lift up slowly to dump the water on the fire. Worst dinner was the mexican restaurant in which there was no fried food and best despite the wait was the italian dinner. Lauren was completely bored and Hollie elected not to go chose to work.

Denny Creek was so much fun and we have missed being a part of this the last two years. It is by far the Girls favorite camp ground. Our family met up with Dale's and Clay's family. Best part was watching Hollie, Lauren and Thom go down the natural water slide in Glacier water! Thank goodness Nate was too young or else I would be expected to participate:) I took video- they were all giggling and so happy. Thom and I took Nate to the base of the 1mile hike water fall. The girls did their own thing with Alexa and Ryan. Robbi and I sat on the river and talked while enjoying the sun and beauty of the surroundings. Thom and Nate built Rock people and then would throw rocks at it to knock it over.

Thom and I took Nate to Auntie Aimie's Summer Camp out with several of her family friends and so many small children. Nate had a great time and slept well on our air mattress. We did smores and ate well. On the drive up our car over heated and we were stuck in bellevue for 2 hours. Nate and I had ice cream and Dad called triple A -4 hour wait and fixed the car- He is such a help.

We got family pictures done with Jessica and they turned out fantastic.

I spent most the summer golfing with Veronica and spending time with kids and friends. My 40th birthday was so much fun. I went golfing with Melissa mom veronica and the girls Hollie, Lauren, and Maddy. We went out to lunch and Thai :) My favorite the that evening I went out with friends Britany Yo Julie  from work we had champagne, appetizers,pedicures and the dinner! Saturday Thom and I met up with Aimie and Jon we went out to lunch in Seattle and played mini golf-laughed a ton. Sunday at my moms house with immediate family.

I am now a Certified Pediatric Emergency Nurse

We finally found our puppy and ohhh what an adventure that has been. She is very sweet her name is Lola. She learns quickly and loves to be pet. She will lay on your lap to be pet. She never jumps on furniture but is enjoying the taste of both the rug and the carpet when we are not in the room. I hate puppy classes and often feel like a failure but she does sit and respond to training. We are doing our best to ensure that she is well trained but there are some days I am crying to Aimie "Why didn't I listen when people said they do not recommend puppies with children under 5" My trainer says I "I trained two puppies with my small children" uggh!

Hollie after a rough spring quarter with Chemistry has decided to hold on pursuing Vet Tech degree and we are focusing on AA transfer degree. Hollie is working hard at college and is really doing well in her current Anthropology class. This is the first class that she comes home every day and talks about what she learned. She also has enrolled in Karate. She is so excited to go to each class and is really enjoying the movements. She will be the last one to turn 21 of her friends and we are thinking her party will be at Teatro zanzini? Hollie is not interested in boys at this time. She is my biggest helper around the house and a joy to be around.

Lauren - She went to Cheer camp in July and loved it. She said the dorm rooms at Central Wa university are huge and the girls would have a dance party every night:) They decorated their rooms. She tried to apply for several jobs but unfortunately was not able to get a job due to her tight schedule with Medical explorers(as vice president), soccer, and cheer. She has been cheering at football games - Fife won the Homecoming game and her friend Nate was elected to Homecoming court.
Cabbage patch -lauren went over to Kianna's and stayed up all night decorating senior posters, they had breakfast at 0300 at Dennys and then decorated the school at 0600. Lauren and a few girls went back to a class room and slept for one hour. Kris Treece offered her a job last night as a barista at Starfire - a soccer complex ! Her chance of meeting and spending time with Brad Evans may just happen :)

Nathan: Loved hiking this last summer and has really grown. We have our I love you game - where I say an item I love about him and he repeats it back to me. He likes to rub the side of my face. We read like a hundred books at a time. Thom and Nate spend hours changing hot wheel tracks. Thom is super inventive having the hot wheels go off and inbetween furniture creates jumps. Nate and I play City where we get his fire station gas station etc and set up a city usually a fire breaks out and the ambulance has to take the injured person (car) to the hospital where mommy performs surgery and saves them. Nate started preschool at All Saints. First three weeks were tears by the third week I was crying -then he adapted finally. As of October the teacher says she is now seeing his little personality. When I go to pick him up they are single file Nate usually in the back smiling and waving with his finger shh  to remind me to be quiet. They high five the teacher and then Nate always runs into my arms - I am hoping this lasts a bit. I miss him terribly when he is at school. Nate had croup for 3 days in August and got to sleep in bed with Mom - Dad was kicked to the couch- he was a good sport about this.

Day 4 Disneyland

Dad had to be back to work so last day at Disneyland was with Mom. We met up with Auntie Aimie and Uncle Jon with all the kids. Nate really wanted to do the cars ride so we got fast passes for this. We did another round of the Toy story 4d ride and ate lunch. The girls went on the Screamer- Lauren's first time. Hollie was very excited to share this with her. Lauren did a great job reports that once she got on there was second thoughts but it was too late. Nate and I video taped this :) I took Nate to Bugs life section and then on the cars tractor ride again. We incidentally found Lightining McQueen which of course is Nates favorite car. He was 1/8inch too short for Cars ride so we put a folded napkin in his shoes and told him to walk straight and not mention the napkin so he can ride. He got onto the ride no problem and loved it until we started racing, he held on to us and was a little clingy right after. We did the parade with Aimie and the kids. Then autotopia this time he drove with mom, bumpiest ride of my life but his smile was worth it. Afterwards I was burnt and dehydrated which quickly followed by nausea. I thought if we just lay down and nap I would feel better but it just got worse. I took the kids back around 0830 pm and was unable to get on a ride. Nathan kept saying I want the "coffee ride" so the girls took him on that and the buzzlight year ride. Then we called it a Disneyland day. Not quite how I wanted the last day to go :(  

Next day headed to the airport, we did not have a ride and realized we had no key. Cab was very expensive to go from airport to meet Thom and then back home. Note to self ask for a ride next time.  

Day 3

Started off our second day at Disneyland with character breakfast at the plaza. This breakfast is the one we always go to since I was a child and characters have not changed. Nate saw Tigger right when we got there and said "I want to pet the kitty kitty and see his tail" Thom corrected him said it was a Tiger named Tigger and throughout the breakfast he asked when the Tiger was coming? Food was traditional breakfast buffet - omelets were ok. We mapped out our second day and started with the jungle cruise, Tom Sawyer Island, and Star Wars Jedi training show. The girls were good sports thought the driver in the jungle cruise was funny. Nate liked the animals on the cruise. Tom Sawyer island was a bust normally my favorite place but Nate refused to go into the caves. Thom tried holding him but hit both their heads and that set off tears, then tge pirate ship came around and fired two loud pop guns startled us and Nate cried again. The Star Wars training was great as always Disney puts on quite the show. They had darth maul in full costume which is pretty scarey but Nate loved the sword fighting and we lived the quick Witt of the main actor. Then we did the buzz light year lazer ride- followed by Indiana jones. Went to eat lunch did the pooh ride and then the parade. Frozen royalty was the first float, this is Lauren's favorite she was so happy she cried. Nate lived the parade, he was waving at all the characters. There were many bright colors. We followed this up with playing in the tree climbing area at Ca Adventure then back to hotel girls fed Nate and themselves while Thom and I went out to dinner with Aimie and Jon at the Napa Rose. We had meals with wine pairing. Laughed a lot and berated the boys about who looked older. Tried to talk the girls into going back to the park but they were tired and so was Thom. So having no one to go with I stayed home and everyone is asleep. Third night co sleeping Nates feet are constantly in my back or stomach. I haven't slept more than six hrs in a row . Precious moment around 3a this morning he woke smiled I kissed him and he laid his tiny hand on my chest - I'm so blessed to have all my kids and husband be happy and healthy with the girls sleeping in the bed next to Nate and I - we put dad in the separate bedroom because he snores but even through the door you can hear him,